Friday, December 19, 2008

Warning! I am a jerk!

Warning! Do NOT ask God to reveal things and work in your life. He is faithful to answer, dang it!

So I asked God yesterday when I was praying to work in my life and reveal things to me. Like I said, faithful to answer. I am a jerk! No really. I have been rude to people in the nicest ways. Some of the strongest people I know I have been rude to and God showed me why. I am jealous. I am jealous of the relationship these people have with God. How crappy is that? God really showed me that I have a lot of work to do in my relationship with Him. Thank goodness He put all of these amazing people in my life for a reason. I just need to start learning from them and not be jealous of them. I need to view every opportunity I have to spend time with them as an opportunity to learn, not an opportunity to get down on myself for how unfaithful I can be.
Top priority now, make amends by being better to those strong individuals that I admire. No more jealous, jerky Lulu.
In surrender!
P.s. just talked to the BWW waitress. Shes sooooo coming on Sunday!

1 comment:

  1. thanks for being honest. it is refreshing - something i could use in my own life.